Ramadhan comin again!

Finally tonite....we having did tarwih pray again like last year
Ramadhan, fasting month for muslim people, come to visit again
wht a fast time goes by

still very clearly in my mind last year having fasting here in my first time in Manado with happily ..and many social activities in office
I still cant believe that so fast
now its september,............!!!!!!!!getting older

There somthing deeply inside of my heart that cant reveal
Thnx God im having new family here in Manado like bro n sister to me
breaking the fasting will be fun and yeah ...

this early morning in very lonesome nite
i was praying to God and thanking for all the greatest things brought to my life
and meet me again wth this Ramadhan,
i was almost cry for a while staring up the beatifull sky which having a few stars there thinking that for this time being im still not doin my best as Good muslim girl.........:-(

spents more then 1/4 century in this awesome world...
cant count on how many second, minutes, hours that i spents that worth to my Religion, my God, my parents, my country, all my beloved person in earth, all people in the world.....is there something that makes me worth..am i good enough? worth enough?............in spite of all...im just an ordinary girl that try to be a better each second of this very short life.............

Still cant sure how many times i spents for good things and bad things
Oh Lord........im doing my best.................
and thnx fr all Ur blessing............without it i will
not still having this chance to meet this Ramadhan 1428 Hijriah................

Hope this Ramadhan make me better and better then last years...........
amin...............!!!!!!!!!!! Keterangan :